Was I wrong?

So, I just got back from an AWESOME happy hour at Spike Global Grill at Mockingbird Station in Dallas. I was with my super cool gal pal, Sandra and we chatted, ate, drank and had a good ole time.

Well, when I arrived, Sandra was already there and had ordered for the both of us. When we were seated, I noticed our waiter looked like(clone of) my ex-boyfriend, only more Hispanic. My ex is half Hispanic/half Caucasian and cute and little (5'7). So there whole time we were there, I kept looking at our waiter, like he was a ghost of my ex. Very strange.

Anyway, now that I'm home, I keep thinking about my ex and how we hurt one another so. He was my first committed relationship and I received my first STD via his first infidelity. On the other hand, after we broke up, I apparently gave him the false idea I wanted to get back together by fooling around with him, resulting in his broken heart.

Needless to say, we fucked each other up good. But, now I can't help but think "Was I mistaken by giving up on him after one huge mistake?" I mean people who are married go through bigger shit than this and stay together... Okay that's not the best example.

Anyone who gives their partner an STD when commitment IS the basis of the relationship does not deserve a second chance. Maybe Sandra's right when she said I am cynical. I am. I've seen a lot of people close to me go through A LOT of shit and I simply don't want to go through what they did.

They were the example, so I wouldn't have to experience the pain and anguish they did. Ugh! I'm drunk and confused!